Leave from work officially begins today. One whole month of leave from work to study for exams. Which honestly I have no intention of doing. But I have some self set goals for these 30 days.
Going for movie today and I am already late. Why is getting up from the bed so hard?
Sleepless nights have been replaced with the hunt for inspiration.
Distracted mornings are replaced by happy Facebook Page refreshes.
Sadness has been replaced by the love for drawing.
Have been going home since a few days with the sole idea of drawing whole evening. Made a Facebook page to share it with the world. I love drawing. Making cute little people. Monsters. Muchis.
When you have something to keep you busy it’s hard to write.
Have been keeping busy with doodling and updating my Facebook Page and by the end of the day I have no will to write.
Cannot decide if this is a good thing or not.
Death is weird. We don’t want to think about it. We are awkward talking about it. Even knowing for a fact that it is inevitable.
Kree’s grandfather passed away yesterday. He was ill since a long time. Kree did not come to class yesterday so I casually called her up. She told me about her grand dad’s demise. I was caught off guard. I am especially weird when it comes to condolence. Words of sympathy coming out from my mouth feel wrong even to my own self. Maybe because I hold up a facade in front of people that is completely non-emotional.
And it was there. She had given me the news. And “it” was supposed to be done. I tried being emotional but words were failing me. And I told her exactly that, “I don’t know what to say”. She smiled. Even on the phone I knew she was smiling on the other end and she said, “I know. I understand. I know how it is for you.”
She UNDERSTOOD. Some people are too good for words. So I’ll end this here.
No wish to go to work today.